Do you?

Do you really love me just because you extremely love me and not because you want me to be your stupid gfs?
I hate you.

Do you really love me just the way I am and hoping you are not loving me just because of my nightlife?
I hate you.

Do you actually love me just because I am being too kind to you pervert.
I hate you damnit!

Do you love me like your heart fall and you are out of no where without gravity?
I hate you.

I hate you silly!

I never thought you could easily ignore me when i actually abandoned it. Is that the only love you had for me? I hate you like thousand time miles stupid.

Si Tua 20

Yay! Aku dah 20 tahun tua.
Ah, aku terlampau takut umur tua.
Tapi hari ini, tepat 1 tengahari panas terik 29 Mei 2011,
Genap umur aku 2o tahun. Ya tak apalah, umur hanya nombor bukan.

Sedihnya tak ada mama abah nak celebrate birthday.

Never.

He's gonna come around soon


                   This hungry heart won't subside

                                        Definitely, I am trying. He's a fool.
                  
                                                          Ya Allah, keep me stronger.Stay with me a little longer.
                                                      

I Want One!; A Nu Sneaker

But wait!
I don't even have an old sneaker to be replaced with the new one and that is what I call seriously pathetic.
Actually I always long for one sneaker and I don't care what is the  brand but it should be something not to expensive and not too cheap cause cheapo things won't last long! And with a pair of feet of mine surely something from night market does not deserve it. It is really annoying when you asked for one then suddenly there is other 3 sneakers first that my father have to buy. (Abah, I ask for it first okay?) Then listen to me. Then suddenly I realize that we are not so rich to buy something like that for 4 pairs all like that and I am actually surrender from wanting it. Maybe I will buy using my own money. That is much noble isn't? I know that every wishes did not COME TRUE unless you work for it.

Oh flu can you stop?

Then I want a skinny jeans or something jeans that fit nicely on my two legs and thighs. Trust me thighs are getting bigger. I always believe that women look more stylish in jeans and I want one like that.Haha. Then good and convincing thought came and telling me that I can have with my own $$ . Haha but until when thoughts? It is actually good to have something like that than people who truly don't understand the whole situation. Skinny jeans don't look good on me. I don't know why, whether it is because of my legs or my butt is too big.haha! or maybe it is just the skinny is too skinny and or maybe it is just my wild imagination. I may look like minah rempit like that.haha.Totally pangkah rempit.

Please dear flu stop!

I WANT THAT PINK OR  ORANGE !^^

HYOYEON'S LOOKS CUTE ISN'T?

THIS WOULD BE FINE.HAHA!

Recently I had dream about I'm getting a nu mobile phone which is in a flip type. Cute meyh. It looks like something from the Japanese drama that used by the whole actor in it.Sponsor eh? haha. It is cute you know. I'll never mention it to my parents cause I am scared it would add their burden.Mine is not so important kan? A dream to just let it be a dream. I will work for it later. These desire make me wake up in reality that fairy tales do not exist. There is no such cute pink motherfairy to come and fulfill my wishes. I really should stop now cause my nose won't help me any longer.

Buy what thou hast no need of and ere long thou shalt sell thy necessities.
Benjamin Franklin

It's Sweet Pumpkin's Time!

This is Mr Lee SungMin. And he is cute and adorable.Isn't he?. I don't know why I suddenly have a crush on him.It is just normal I guess He just seem naive and I don't think people can understand it even if I explain it here. It is just a random likeness. He's there I cheer He's not I still can enjoy my life like he's here.What am I talking about. I hope this would not turn into something big or crazy cause it is hard to bear the likeness I mean like : 1. check his birthday (to see whether it fall the same with you or not)
                 2. oh! check his zodiac too!
                 3. extra checking on his family background which sounds more like stalking
                 4. adoring all his cute acts and smile at them when you think it is cute (UNDENIABLY CUTE ok)
Dang it! why I always hoping for something that is not exist. I always dream to plan ways to reach dreams but will I ever make it?

Mr Lee SungMin, I hope one day you will dissapear from my heart. It is tiring liking you. Arraseo. There is still much more I have to accomplish in my life. Dream for it.

ALL TiME FAVOURiTAS!

 This is the best movie I've ever watch. I love movie with dance elements in it. Dirty Dancing : Havana Nights is so cool. I don't know why although I watched it once but I still remember the scenes. The love story also is so something until it reminisces me to someone. Someone who I love to my whole heart and to others he is just nobody compares to me. For me he is something that other would not notice. I don't know why I keep falling in love with that person.H.E.LP.! Where and when can I meet him. Please dear Ya Allah please make him appear in front of me. Why can't everybody understand?

COMPANiONS DURiNG HARD TiMES

A cheerful friend is like asunny day spreading brightness all around."
- John Lubcock ( English Astronomer )

Alright,no it is a big time for my friends.
I am the kind of girl who loves only one - five friends in a group.
So that I can get to know them better. There are Malay saying goes "Berkawan biar seribu, Berkasih biar seorang" But what if the person have more loves than friends? Is that what we call bullshit. Guys you know what I am talking about.

Now, this is HYFA we were having good times at the beach.Haha. I owed her a lot. Never been to beach before.So here we are at Batu Feringghi.

Hah! And I know I am a bit tanned cause I threw the sunblock away. It is annoying to reapplying when your hands is full of little sand. And this is when both of us are having breezy times on the ferry. Ay Ay Captain!

Haha.I smiled brightly more than the sun. Maybe I will tell more on my school classmate on the next post they are SYAFIKAH,ILMIAH,IZZATY AND LINA. awesome friends.

MY ADDiCTiON : TAUFIK BATISAH

Haha.I am TOTALLY ADDiCTED to this guy since I am 13.

When I can meet him eh? He is just humble and I love him just the way he is.

Mr Taufik Batisah, I heart You the whole world.! Arasseo?

 Actually I've notice him at Bukit Bintang and I was paranoid like hell.

So chances did not come often.They fly and you grab it,you watch it you'll miss it.

I hate the fact I let he walk flawlessly in front of me and my mouth was locked and legs were shaky.

Dear Ya Allah, please let my dream come true once again.I promise to try and hold it.

Hello nu world!!

Alright
I've made a new blog!yay!
And it is quite tough searching and choosing for my blog layout.
I chose owls as the subject.haha.
Literally it is cute.
I hope this blog can help me keep my life's story
as it would.Daa.